Anonymous: I will, for one, miss your blog and your presence on the internet. But I respect your decision. Your struggle with virginity first attracted me to you, but it was your honesty and willingness to put yourself out there that made me follow you for 2 years. You need never be ashamed of any of your postings.

Oh thanks, dear Anon. But I’m sorry to say that it’s exactly (as you said) my willingness to put myself out there that is making me close this blog. i’ve always knew that this blog was a way to compesate for the things I didn’t experienced, and now, as much as my life, it became frustrating. Anyway thanks for the “fellowhship”. Maybe I will have this blog changed for something that will service me better. I don’t know yet.

Jan 26   # Anonymous  .

Why I can’t move on?

lifeisendingonepostatatime-deac: Why are you closing it?

Became pointless

I’m tired of all this porn

I’m tired of running it

And I’m feeling a bit ashamed of it.

I’m closing down this blog.

i hope i frustrate you and you think about me a lot

After we decided to not see each other anymore, he tried to make some contact with me (just friendly), which I didn’t answer. I’m affraid of what will result from any contact with him, but now I think I’m being rude towards him. What should I do??

Dec 20   1 note   # love  certain guy  .

Pillow Lover…


You haunt me

with possibilities

and yet I wake

to an empty bed

where pillows

take your place.



You’re so cute I just wanna fuck you against a wall

“‎’Slut’ is attacking women for their right to say yes. ‘Friend Zone’ is attacking women for their right to say no.”

And “bitch” is attacking women for their right to call you on it (via moldmaiden)

He is a polyamory follower! How could I have a relationship with him?

I’m not mature enough for that kind of thing.



difiori replied to your photo

Whoa. You have a beautiful body.

Thanks :D

Dec 15   # difiori  .