Oh thanks, dear Anon. But I’m sorry to say that it’s exactly (as you said) my willingness to put myself out there that is making me close this blog. i’ve always knew that this blog was a way to compesate for the things I didn’t experienced, and now, as much as my life, it became frustrating. Anyway thanks for the “fellowhship”. Maybe I will have this blog changed for something that will service me better. I don’t know yet.
I’m tired of all this porn
I’m tired of running it
And I’m feeling a bit ashamed of it.
After we decided to not see each other anymore, he tried to make some contact with me (just friendly), which I didn’t answer. I’m affraid of what will result from any contact with him, but now I think I’m being rude towards him. What should I do??
You haunt me
and yet I wake
to an empty bed
take your place.
“’Slut’ is attacking women for their right to say yes. ‘Friend Zone’ is attacking women for their right to say no.”
He is a polyamory follower! How could I have a relationship with him?
I’m not mature enough for that kind of thing.